Nicki was confuse herself as of why she would snap at Safaree the way she did when he did nothing wrong

FLASHBACK

"NO! Please stop get off of me. HELP! Someone help me." Screams and crys that were never heard

Nicki awakening from her flashback began to become shaky and frightful her teacher and other students began to notice but Nicki didnt realize they were looking

Walking towards Nicki "hey are you ok?" He panicked when he saw her jump when she heard his voice "would you like to step out the room for a while for some fresh air?"

Shaking her head yes she began to walk towards the door she didn't have people to confine in so she walked to the bathroom where she knew she was safe and alone until she bumped into him and she no longer could see or stand. Lying on the floor every one who saw her began to grasp and make noise which caught the whole school's attention and made everyone peek to see what was happening. Somebody called the ambulance to get help for her. Still waititng for her to wake up they atood around her in the hallway and when she finally opened her eyes it was his face that she first saw and began to cry covering her eyes and shaking . One of the nurses sae this and told everyone to back up because she knew she was having a panic attack . Ambulance finally arrived but Nicki still was not in her right state of mind. The nurse asked the nearest person who would be kind to go to the hospital with her and Nic and Safaree stood forth

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Sorry for the shortness promise next chapter will be longer

Sitting on the bathroom floor crying out for help but no one would listen. Age of 15 cuttibg herself to ease the pain with a hardworking mother and an incarcerated father she felt alone

 *knocks on the door* "Onika what are you doing in the bathroom youve been in there for quite a while" Mama Carol

 Forcing herself to sound like nothing was wrong she simply said, "nothing ma ill be out soon"

 Hiding the pair of scissors in thr bathroom she took the towel held it tighter to her right arm to stoo the bleeding. Checking a double time she noticed it stopped puller her sleeve down and unlocked the bathroom door

 Mama Carol "there you are" killing her forehead Nicki forced a smile. Mama Carol laid eyes on Nicki and could see she was crying 

"Whats wrong" Mama Carol questioned 

"What do you mean, nothing" Nicki walked past her mother heading to her room "It look like youve been crying Nic"

 "I havent! I'm fine" closing her door Mama Carol decided to let it go and figured sooner or later she'll found out whats wrong Nicki rested her head on the pillow balled up crying her eyes out to sleep

 3 IN THE MORNING.. Nicki than to the bathroom throwing up in the toilet she felt like she was throwing up her guts up because it was unstoppable. After checking a bit better Nicki looked at the time reading 3:15am she had her alarm set 4am and knew there was no point in laying back down so she grabbed her towel and headed to take a shower for school 

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